Stuck at an impasse.

As college approaches and life continues forward it has come to my attention that choices need to be made and decisions justified to ensure the ever present reality of one's lifetime. Moments come and go, people enter and leave, and the road of life twists about in a spiral, bringing about your ultimate climax of self-realization. Who you are, what you have done with your life, and how many lives you have changed are all questions to which people ask themselves before they face the beginning of another adventure that death has in toll.

What is it that separates a normal person, from the average? What is it that separates a person of impact from a person of calm? It's an answer that has given me the motivation to pursue new things, take risks within myself, and to discover the very core of who I am and what I want to do with my life. The answer has transpired itself into the single sentence of my life - the sentence which starts my story.

"To make a difference within the world"

I am not exactly sure of the implications of such a statement, but I do know that anything I do in life I don't want to fall prey to selfish motivations. I want to make sure that my goals in life aren't self-serving mediums to which I can live at a comfortable and meaningless existence built upon my own empire.

I am not exactly sure of what I would like to do with my life, and I am not sure of where my pathway leads me. As a wise hobbit once said, "It's a dangerous business going out your door. You step onto the road, and if you don't keep your feet, there's no knowing where you might be swept off to." Life is an adventure in which the choices we make dictate who we will become. There are so many opportunities out there and so many pathways to cross that it is easy to get lost in the web.

So here I stand now, stuck at an impasse of what it is I want to become, and the difference of which I plan to make upon the world. If there is one thing I plan to do with my life is to cause an untold positive influence in the corrupted threads of disparity in which the world has weaved into its fabric.

There is a change coming soon that not many people can see, a greater force that will fundamentally transpire how we operate in our daily lives. I plan to become apart of a changing world, and offer every thread of my being to create a difference.

And this is where I am stuck at an impasse.